Friday, October 9, 2009

This week was pretty good. This girl that I really don't like wasn't here for the first two days, so lunch was like freaking awesome. I like to be surrounded by guys, I don't know, I guess it just makes me feel...more girly. Yesterday I wore this really pretty green dress to school and a lot of people complimented me. Well they complimented the dress, but I was wearing the dress... So it kind of counts. And also yesterday the guy I like was sitting right beside me for Social Studies! I was really happy and I'm pretty sure I was like blushing the entire class. But the bad part was that I think that he might possibly hate me... Cause like he never talked to me the whole class and also he talked to everyone else like around us... But also the good part was that he is a lefty and I'm a righty and like... Yeah so our arms were really close. Did I mention he has a really pretty arm!?!?!? I probably sound like a creep or something, but his arm is so freaking smooth it's so slender and graceful! Lol I sound like a really creepy person, seriously. And today... well. Oh yeah haha today we went outside to play flag football for PE and then it started raining while we were outside! It was so funny cause like all of the girls were like screaming and stuff and I was just like... not caring! Lol well I was caring but I wasn't afraid of my hair frizzing or something cause it doesn't frizz. Oh gosh, also there's this little boy who's in my yearbook class. And he always like wants to give me a high five but I never give him a high five. I am always like afraid someone is making fun of me, and idk if he's like making fun of me or if he's like trying to be cool or friendly or something. Omg also today in science he looked sooooo cute!!! Like I wanted to give him a biiiig hug cause he looked super cute. He's like shorter than me though... Which sucks lol. But he has a girlfriend. Everyone I like has a girlfriend!!!! Ugh! But anyways, I doubt he would go out with me even if he didn't have a gf.. Sad but true fact!